Llamas

I feel guilty.
Guilty that I may or may not have ruined your plans.
Guilty that I went out of my way to get a @#$%^ for this event but will not be able to utilize it.
Guilty that when you asked if it was still going to happen despite the situation, I still said no.
Guilty that you may not be attending this event now and it's because of me.
Guilty that I couldn't make you at least content.
Guilty that I kind of left you to hang dry.
Guilty that I may have killed something from the inside.
I feel guilty.
And it's giving me llamas.

I'm a horrible person.