One.
I respected you, looked up to you. I believed your morals were so great to the point where it made you nearly invincible from all things blasphemous. And then you do this. Of all things, this. What words describe you now?
Liar
Cheater
Idiot
Immature
Stupid
Infidelity
The list falls in the lines of those words. I no longer look up to you anymore but I find myself growing a seed of hatred. I don't know what to think. If I were the receiving end, I would cut you loose and allow you to drown in the great seas of wrath. But the person on the other end seems to acquiesce to you more. And I hate that.
Two.
Expectations. You expect my presence at times not convenient for me. We both have separate lives and I feel like they may be joining. I don't want that. You fall under obsession, clingy, dependent. I'm the opposite. I don't want to be talking to you every single moment of my life. And I would really appreciate it if you would stop expecting, fantasizing, dreaming of me being there at a moment I cannot. You'll end up disappointed and you'll get extremely butt-hurt. Like... now.
Three.
I can't articulate it properly. But to let it on a short line: I seek you.
One. Two. Three.
She Speaks. Count them.
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