I feel...
not loved
neglected
underappreciated
taken for granted

I've given, but don't feel I've received.
Am I... that bad?

1. I Am That Bad
Then what can I do to fix myself? I've always sought out the path to understand others and fix myself but if I'm beyond repair, what do I do next? It's hopeless. I'm hopeless.

2. I'm Not That Bad
If I'm actually not as bad as I think I am, when will I be appreciated? Or when will I find someone who will be able to appreciate me and provide me with the emotional support that I really deserve? I feel as if I'm trying to hard to please someone when they aren't doing the same in return. I feel as if I'm putting myself out there too much when I should just sit back and let them chase me instead of the other way around. My personality makes it difficult for this to happen.

I don't want to jump ahead and say this is a lost cause, but I feel it might end up that way if something doesn't happen sooner or later. And if and when it does turn out to be like that, I'm going to be the one to blame, again. I'm going to be called the "Heart Breaker" when in fact, mine had been broken in the first place.

I just want to be unconditionally loved like I've unconditionally loved this human race. I would spend so much time and effort and sacrifice so much for these people but when will they see what I've done and return the favor?

It's taking a pretty long time.

They don't love you like I love you.
No.
YOU don't love me like I love you.