Guilt

You're trying to make me feel guilty.
The fact that I care about you as a human being is working to my disadvantage.
I'm feeling guilty.
Just leave me alone.

I don't think you understand or will ever understand how horribly you treated me. I took care of you, but you didn't care about me. You threw a fit when I asked you to do the simplest of things to show that you could possibly care. You never supported me in anything, let alone the things I really needed you there for. There were times when I felt violated around you-as if I were your booty call. There are so many things I cannot forgive you for.

And yet, you cannot just get that through your head. I would really appreciate you never contacting me because you incessantly try to make me feel as if it's my fault. You act depress, you say depressing things, and you make me think that you're going to purposefully inflict pain upon yourself because you know that that will get me. And I'm honestly scared that it will, too.

You cannot take advantage of me like this. It's not fair. You cannot use my empathy against me. I'm just hoping your pathos won't break my wall. Just leave me alone. Please.